Wednesday, 11 August 2010
Sucks to be me =')
My Life, My Adventure.
1:31:00 am
Sunday, 8 August 2010
Life really sucks now.
Can't really sleep.
1 of my favourite girl ever got a bf i think.. Feeling kind of lonely and abit sad after hearing that. Why didnt i do something back then? bahhhh i suck.
Suddenly realise the way i sms that girl is very.. Ghost-like (Those who know me better will know what im talking about) zzz means i spoiled my own chance by doing that. Nvm ba nxt time i wont do it again. =\
Last night was great. Thats all i can say. =)
My Life, My Adventure.
11:37:00 pm
Monday, 19 July 2010
Goodbye my world. Goodbye the 1 month that i had my bike course. Time to face reality all over again.
My Life, My Adventure.
7:03:00 pm
Saturday, 29 May 2010
The same old feeling all over again. Too bad my weekend is over again. My supposed long weekend was cut short because of my friend down-pesing and removed from the guard duty list.. Which.. Unfortunately.. I'm the next in list. haiz. So im booking in soon. zzzzzzzzz.
Hopefully my tuesday medical appointment would help me somehow.. For some reasons book in day always feels very very depressing. ARGH. I wanna talk to someone right now. I wanna go out and eat with my family more. I noticed NS really changes me.. I really really treasure the time i spend with my family now. 6 months already. i have survived 1/4 of NS. Can't wait for my ORD day.
Obviously nobody will care about an emo guy's rants right? ha. the world is so unfair. How i wished i was borned a girl or not even borned at all. Life is too troublesome man.
Haiz. Book in lo.
My Life, My Adventure.
6:19:00 pm
Sunday, 23 May 2010
Another week has passed. I feel even more emo then before. I know i shouldn't be like this but i can't help. Too much things have happened recently and i'm not particularly fond of my current situation. Hopefully things will go well from now on. I don't wanna feel like this anymore.
To be serious.. I feel really really fucking bad right now. If someday.. sometime.. i did something stupid. Please forgive me. I love you all. I really don't want to feel like this anymore.
Could this be depression? I have no idea man. I just know that i don't want to book in.. Maybe i should seek some help.
My Life, My Adventure.
1:26:00 pm
Monday, 17 May 2010
Booking in soon. My mood just got spoiled to the max. I had a nightmare just now.
You really left my world. Really really left. I always thought i might have a chance as long as we still keeps contact. But.. Today.. You really left. Regrets all over again. Fuck. My. Life. =(
Gotta face tomorrow with a smile. Hopefully i'm able to do so.
My Life, My Adventure.
7:04:00 pm
Monday, 12 April 2010
Ohhh POP loh~~ Finally after 4 long months of suffering... Thhhhheeeee trraaaaiinnnnneeeeddddd soldiers!! lol.
Hopefully i will be posted to somewhere slack..
Peace~ XD
My Life, My Adventure.
5:09:00 am