Monday, 29 September 2008
Forgetting About Everything is Juz Great. I wanna be myself. =)
Thx Jesse + lexx for chatting with me ytd. Thx Kb and QQ for going out. I feel better already =D
BUT...
I am still not feeling very right though. Why can't everything happen 3 years ago? I would be more confident if that were the case.
+JuZ mY FaNtaSY+
My Life, My Adventure.
12:46:00 pm
Tuesday, 16 September 2008
A = 1st priority (1st day purchase)
B = 2nd priority (Will get it someday in my life)
C = 3rd priority (Might get most likely 2nd hand)
D = Not even on my list.. So don expect to see it on my list.
14 Oct:
Golden Axe: Beast Rider (C)
Fifa 09 (B)
Dead Space (C)
19 Oct:
Rock Band 2 (B)
21 Oct:
Bioshock (A)
LittleBigPlanet (A)
Eternal Sonata (A)
Legendary: The Box (C)
Far Cry 2 (B)
28 Oct:
The Legend of Spyro : Dawn of the Dragon (C)
Fallout 3 (B)
4 Nov:
Resistance 2 (A)
Naruto: Ultimate Ninja Storm (A)
11 Nov:
Valkyria Chronicles (B)
18 Nov:
Prince of Persia Prodigy (C)
So many titles so little money.
+Poor-ed+
My Life, My Adventure.
1:28:00 am
Sunday, 14 September 2008
Ignore my previous few emo posts. I'm back to normal. Bye.
+Back To Normal+
My Life, My Adventure.
11:38:00 pm
Saturday, 13 September 2008
Why do i feel so left out today? I have no idea.
My room grew in size.. Its twice its original size.. and the packing is 90% done. Threw away so many things.
I'm supposed to go out with MCPS people today but was too tired to wake up. In the end i just stayed at home the whole day. Wanted to ask people out for dinner but.. Nvm.
Tomorrow WILL BE a better day. I think..?
Going out with Yz Pat and whoever else.. Kbox-like-thing. But Yz is leaving early. =(
Really feels wrong today. Finally gonna be able to meet u soon. But.. Its just not enough. To you i might just be some random friend that you met sometime in your life. But to me you are more then that. k nuff said.
Waiting for:
Little Big Planet
Resistance 2
Naruto: Ultimate Ninja Storm
Valkerie Profile
White Knight Chronicles
FarCry2
BioShock
Eternal Sonata
Prince of Persia
All releasing between Sept to Nov.. Except Wkc.. Gonna be so poor.. I want a job.
+Over-Thinking Life Since FF7+
My Life, My Adventure.
7:51:00 pm
Friday, 12 September 2008
The Light..
Where is it?
The cloud.. Is blocking out the light. And before i know it, darkness fell.
I looked around, searching for you.
Yet, all i could see is darkness.
I reached out..
Nothing.
There is nothing.
Where.. Is.. The.. Light..?
Where is the path.. That i have been looking for.
Where is the one person.. That i have been yearning for.
Show me the light.. Guide me to the path.. Hold my hands and bring me towards you..
Give me the warmth.. The light.. That i have been searching for all these times..
The light.. Did not appear..
At least..
Not yet..
Packed my room the whole day.. 60% done. Someone has forgotten me today. Ok someTWO. Didnt expect the packing of my room to be so tiring. Hates it.
Dug out alot of memorable stuff.. Flipped through some year books.. Everyone looks so young and cute back then. Yes everyone changed.
Found some drawings i did back then as well.. Those good memories.. I realised i only did about 5% of my overall homework back then. My exercise books look newer then my poly books. Found a whole bunch of chem papers where i got A1s though.. Thx Tan Kee Hoe.. My sec 3~4 chem teacher.
Realised i grew up so much. I hate growing up. Never hated it more then this before.
Watched Lan Qiu Huo today. Abit disappointed though.. The story is so shallow.. Xiao zhu is very funny.. Err that's about it.. Maybe girls will like this show more.
So.. Sumary of my day.. Woke up, slack around, watched lan qiu huo, surf net, pack room, now. Days without you sux. Hope to go out again soon.
+Overthinking life since FF7+
My Life, My Adventure.
1:31:00 am
Wednesday, 10 September 2008
The Rain.
It won't stop.
Can someone.. Anyone.. Stop the rain for me?
My life.. My world.. My heart.. My soul..
It is falling apart.
I want you in my arms. Yet, I'm too afraid.
I want you to look my way, be my audience, listen to my voice, sing my song.
I just want you to be in my life. Be part of what i treasure.
The rain..
Is still falling..
Even heavier then before..
Back to reality.. MQ came over to play Ps3. Ao2 together. An earring is spotted. MQ is beng-ified. Next thing i expect MQ to do will be to smoke.
Kind of happy that i didn't get myself beng-ified. Love my style. =)
Hope my life will change soon.
Hope to see you soon.
+Sumarizing Life Since FF7+
My Life, My Adventure.
9:45:00 pm
Life~
A strange little word..
What's life? How do we know that we are actually living? Could this all be a dream? Life.. Is it defined by the moment, our memories or the future that all of us are waiting for?
People drifts apart and people comes together.. Haven't been out with magic people recently.. No idea why.. Everyone is busy with his/her stuffs.. Haven't been out with Kek and Marc recently too. Hope to hang out soon.
I don't think anyone will be reading this anyways.. especially not you.
Wished im a little braver. So many things could have happened.. Yet.. I did not do it. I'm afraid of losing you. Even if it means keeping my distance, I would probably continue like this. Just being able to see you once in a while and having a little time on our own is enough. Ya whatever.
Everyone is having problems recently.. And yes. EVERYONE. Kek and Marc is busy A lvlsing, Sean is O lvlsing, Vinc is entering NS SOON, Andrew going through the aging yet no wife problem, Alex is emoing as usual, Yz is hving her own problems.. And yes me.. I'm over-thinking about my life.
Life is so wrong.. Wondering what i should really do to cure myself from this bored-ness (is that even a word?) that i ALWAYS seems to have. At least i had fun since last week. Forced myself to be positive recently. Kind of worked but yesterday got some news that totally shocked me. Btw this is to you. Ya you know who you are but i don't think you would actually read this..
"Yo gal, Must learn how to love yourself more k? If all else fails theres always me here to lend you a shoulder or to back you up. Yup =)"
K summary of my day.. Not too bad.. Not too good either. No Hebe-girl means fail. Yes kb u cheated me.
+Summarizing my life since FF7~+
My Life, My Adventure.
12:29:00 am