Wednesday, 10 September 2008
Life~
A strange little word..
What's life? How do we know that we are actually living? Could this all be a dream? Life.. Is it defined by the moment, our memories or the future that all of us are waiting for?
People drifts apart and people comes together.. Haven't been out with magic people recently.. No idea why.. Everyone is busy with his/her stuffs.. Haven't been out with Kek and Marc recently too. Hope to hang out soon.
I don't think anyone will be reading this anyways.. especially not you.
Wished im a little braver. So many things could have happened.. Yet.. I did not do it. I'm afraid of losing you. Even if it means keeping my distance, I would probably continue like this. Just being able to see you once in a while and having a little time on our own is enough. Ya whatever.
Everyone is having problems recently.. And yes. EVERYONE. Kek and Marc is busy A lvlsing, Sean is O lvlsing, Vinc is entering NS SOON, Andrew going through the aging yet no wife problem, Alex is emoing as usual, Yz is hving her own problems.. And yes me.. I'm over-thinking about my life.
Life is so wrong.. Wondering what i should really do to cure myself from this bored-ness (is that even a word?) that i ALWAYS seems to have. At least i had fun since last week. Forced myself to be positive recently. Kind of worked but yesterday got some news that totally shocked me. Btw this is to you. Ya you know who you are but i don't think you would actually read this..
"Yo gal, Must learn how to love yourself more k? If all else fails theres always me here to lend you a shoulder or to back you up. Yup =)"
K summary of my day.. Not too bad.. Not too good either. No Hebe-girl means fail. Yes kb u cheated me.
+Summarizing my life since FF7~+
My Life, My Adventure.
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