Tuesday, 30 December 2008
its 3 mins to last day of '08 And im feeling great! After so many years.. Finally eh? Thx =)
I AM HAPPY! BRING IT 09! I think i shall pon10 sch tmr to celebrate =)
My Life, My Adventure.
11:59:00 pm
Monday, 29 December 2008
Hey. What you told me today.. At least it lets me know im important.. =)
Anyways please don't feel bad. I know i won't regret anything i have did. Nope even if you say no, I will still be there for you. Friends are meant to be there for each other. Always. Anyways.. hope those prob that you have will be solved.. =)
He (udonhv2noe) said something very meaningful to me yesterday. Yes i will seriously think it through.
Went dinnering with kek just now. Donated 2 munnies to charity. Hope it will bring me luck =P Got a balloon dog for that which i left at KFC lol. After that we went to look for beanie at 77th street but found none that is nice. Then had a very weird stomachache then went home.
Today is the end of my holiday. Ok ok yesterday was the last day. Sian i hate it. I want my freedom..
Might be going out with 3sa and SR tmr. MIGHT. Hope there will be outing ba.. cause.. theres.. only.. 3.. days.. left.. till.. the.. end.. of 2008. =(
Great year.. So many things happened.. Its so much more meaningful then 2007 ever wished it could be. Actually i don't really remember what happened during '07. Yup '08 you are great =) Get to become close to alot of new people.. Hope everything will end well before '09 starts!
Great events of '08:
CNY (Feb) - Went to KL to bai nian.. Got to become close to my KL cousins.. Shaun, Jesse and Feli! yeah jesse thx for entertaining me on msn during boring days! =P
PS3 (April) - Managed to get my ps3 =) Never regret it at all man! All the great games - MGS4, LBP, Resistance, Rock Band (esp this 1 which made sean vinc ck and me become very very good frens), Mirror's edge and UNCHARTED!!! OFFICIAL GAMER! =P
Japan Trip (Mid June) - Loved everything there! Harajiku, Disneyland, Tour Guide, Hot Spring, Ramen, Sashimi, Mount Fuji, Shin gan shien, all the new clothes, EVERYTHING! It was a really really enjoyable trip!! *only bad thing was the trip coincide wif her bdae. And i have to wish her from overseas. =(
My bdae (June) - 27th (kbox bdae with kb+my class) 28th (ate +enjoyed myself wif ultimate weaponz) 29th (gold class movie with sean, vinc, ck, andrew, skip!! Loved the guitar! THX!)
(Sept) - Went out very often with.. her.. And we got very very close.. Now shes my very good fren =) But.. Bad things happened.. Ya.. Hope it all ends well =(
(Oct) - Met her for the 1st time.. I think? And now we are very good frens too =P Hope to know you better =)
(Nov) - Busy Gaming. All the great games sucked my wallet dry this month.. was it.. good? or bad?
Itouch (Dec) - 3 words. Very Very Cool. Nuff said.
Marcus' Last Night (Dec) - Enjoyed that night. Really. It was so fun to be with everyone. Glad i know you all.. kek marc jar jiayin.. You all really rox =)
Xmas eve (Dec) - Was with everyone too. 'cept jar. lol. Wad a wonderful night. =)
Last 3 days le. Hope i can do something great before the year ends!
My Life, My Adventure.
1:50:00 am
Saturday, 27 December 2008
Super irritated. Made me curious then don't tell me answer. Irritating.
Hi you. Yes you. Whoever you are =) Thx for reading this. The next paragraph will be the most truthful thing i've ever written in my 19 years of living.
Really really really really really sorry. I know saying sorry is not what i should say now. But yes sorry. from the bottom of my heart. =)
Yes man is nice. Go watch. Whoever is reading this.
K. Its late. I'm still thinking of how to get to know you better. Yes. 3 years le. I know. But. LOL. K. Ppl don't forget that easily de. Ok. stomachache rayz is having a stomachache. good night.
My Life, My Adventure.
2:20:00 am
Wednesday, 24 December 2008
Told someone something i always wanted to say.. But.. Its just not the right time. For now.. Friends Forever ya~ :) At least i feel impt now :D
Went out wif 3sa to get pat's and sr's present today.
Then.. Party-thing.. Then.. Home.. Hope you all like your presentssss..
I don't know what im doing now le. Hope.. Everything just ends up fine ba~! 船到桥头自然直~!
Btw srry bout all that random stuff.. I just don't know what i'm thinking right now. Everything happened too quickly. But what i said was all my true words you know who you are =) (don't think you will read this actually..)
Oya really like all your presents.. Thx 3sa for the wallet with that very cute thing inside.. Thx Yz for the Batman cap thats too small =.=".. Thx Pat for that very cool(?) pouch-thing LOL.. Thx Sean in advance for whatever present you are getting for me..
I don't know if this is the right thing but.. Guess this is the only way to go? Yup.
This is My Life, My story. I know this is wrong. You know how i feels. Its My Way Of Reaching My Destination.
My Life, My Adventure.
2:23:00 am
Tuesday, 16 December 2008
Guess this is my retribution for playing too much.. Played 30 hours of ffx in 3 days. This is wrong right?
Went out with yz sr pat and monkey today. Ate long john. Sinful food. After that we went to play dota. Nth much to say here.
And now i'm back in my room thinking.. Why... Am... I... Like... This..? Maybe.. I should go out more? Interact more with people? Haven't felt this down since back then.. ya down 3 posts.
Think its just a case of over-gaming.. Somehow i can forsee that the ending of FFX is going to impact my emotions greatly for the next few weeks.
Needs more outing. Kek if by some chance you are reading this... Please organise outing. Yes. Even without Marc. Cos very soon.. You will be entering NS and my "Friends that i am very comfortable around with and can act most myself" friends will be so pathetically little that i think i could count them with my fingers.. Let me see.. Sean, Sy, Kb, Vinc, Jar...??? Yup 5.
I am abit (U) after hearing what you said that day.. Abit.. Ya really. I was really thinking this chapter of my life would close beautifully and stuff but.. Guess its just me =) I should.. Give it some time.. If everything stays this way.. Yup I will move on =)
Yes yes i know i am weird tonight.. But what can i do? It's not like i'm like this everytime.. Just hear me ramble abit more k? I have so many things to say yet.. No one to say to.
I feel so.. Lonely.. In this cold world of mine. Real happiness is really rare ya? It's okay.. really. Cause it's just me.. Since the beginning i have been alone. Easily forgotten. Sometimes i think i am just a burden to everyone. Someone tell me i am important and irreplacible.. please? Can someone listen to my heart? Hear my true words?? I don't want to be alone!!!
nuff said. Emo night is Emotional. I am Rayz. This is my story.
My Life, My Adventure.
12:53:00 am
Friday, 12 December 2008
The Last Night~
A great night. A great goodbye. Goodbye Marcus. Hope you will enjoy your NS. =)
Great things happened.. Hope life will continue to be great =)
Went to Marc's house at 5+ today. Borrowed his PS2 before he will be going in. After that we went to meet the rest - kek, jia yin and jar. Ate billy-something. The organiser of this goodbye meal didnt appear until we finished eating. Yes i'm looking at you Jar.
After Jar arrives, we proceeds to a park(?) and chatted for about an hour long. Had fun disturbing kek's new job - as a sales man. He is selling some health products lol. (Kindly proceed to Jiayin's blog for the photos. Sorry for the inconvenience.)
300+ divided by 60 is 60 ya? =P You know who you are.
Tomorrow is my last common test paper.. Didnt really study.. Hope i can pass =P But tmr will be a great day~ Gonna meet up with 3sa and Sr + probably yz and pat for some J.Art gallery at SAM~ Can't wait =)
This post is specially for you Marc even if you won't be reading this. lol. Had some great time with you and the rest for the past 3 years. I don't even remember how we became this close already. Ok this is going to sound kckc but i'm still gonna say..
No matter what happens RaYz will always be here for you~ If you have any problems feel free to discuss it with me.. Despite how i seems to be not serious at times i can be quite a good listener! And no i wont be promoting health products to you LOL! Friends Forever ya~ Hope you would do well in your NS~
+~Juz My FaNtaSY~+
My Life, My Adventure.
3:12:00 am