Monday, 26 October 2009
This is day 2 of my self thinking period. Something big has happened...
I RECEIVED MY ARMY LETTER.. *Cues epic dum dum dum music*
ok. My enlistment date is 12th dec. Die. I shall exercise before going in so as to reduce my chances of dying lol.
Alright.. Project good-person-rayz seems like abit of a failure. Yesterday was my mother's birthday but i didnt get her a present.. Furthermore i was actually very unfriendly towards her today.. as in.. she kept asking me to renew my passport then i became very... whats that word? hmmm 暴躁.. And ya. Felt abit bad.
I noticed im always like that when i'm in my room or when the light is off.. Whenever i'm out of my room i am like super crazy and fun around my family. Why does that happen? I have no idea.. I think i have split personality ba. lol. Or maybe its the army on the horizon stress as i would like to call it.
T.T Army.. Oh no..
My Life, My Adventure.
3:27:00 am
Saturday, 10 October 2009
This is Day 1 of my reopened blog. I want to record my life down so i will not forget about this moment.
I slept at 9am yesterday and got woke up by tasmeen at about 2. Afterwhich kok beng called and ask me if i want to visit QQ with him. XKK has arrived. Visited QQ and XKK with alex and kb. haha XKK is too cute. Went home afterwards.
Its all too weird. Kb is a father now. I can feel that i'm getting older and time is not gonna wait for me. I just feel like i wanna change. I gotta be a better person. Alright. From this point onwards, Jw will change. I WILL become a better person. No matter if its towards my family or friends.
Recently.. I kept thinking of the past.. I felt like my biological clock had froze in time since March... Ya but it has started moving again. I was... kind of stupid back then ya? If i hadnt did all that we should still be very good friends now. Now? We don't even talk to each other anymore. Ya not even sms, msn or whatsoever. Kind of regretted it but.. now that i think about it.. i think she never ever liked me. I just happened to be there at the right time when she needed someone. Seriously speaking.. I don't even know if i really liked her as in the BGR type of like. We were just great friends, very very close ones before that. I just have to ruin it all.
That might be why i don't really dare to do anymore stupid/crazy thing. I don't wanna do anymore mistake and lose anyone anymore.
Alright this is day 1. The change starts now.
My Life, My Adventure.
5:22:00 am